Feelin' Twenty Two

I was hanging out with my cousin and we came to a realization.

In my mind I see myself in my twenties.

Let's take a moment and remember that I am nineteen.

With thinking I am older, I have "older people" thoughts.

Since I deal with money all day, everyday, it tends to be the main focus of my thoughts.

First my thoughts are tuition. Every semester just handing over money, it sucks. 

Now I am thinking about buy a car. But let's go back, I am still paying tuition, living at home, and also nineteen. Besides tuition and the care, I am pondering a mortgage. Like, WHAT? I don't even have a car. So why do I have all these grown up thoughts? Well, I'll tell you why. In my mind I am twenty two. I have been constantly reminding myself that I am not twenty two and that I just need to enjoy the time of life I am in. So don't mind me while I embrace the poor college student in me.