Change

Am I the only one that is scared of change?

Yet thinking of staying in the same place for the rest of my life scares me just as much. A quote that I learned in Young Womens said: "If your life was the exact same in a year from now would you still be happy? Then why are you so scared of change?" That is kind of something that has stuck with me for the past couple of years. Because I don't want it to be the same. I cringe at the thought of not progressing.

I am in college. Not just in college but I moved away. I am on the own. That was a pretty big change. It freaked me out more than most things. So far it has worked out. I love my roommates. None of use hate each other and there isn't this constant fight. I love my classes... for the most part. I like the learning approach that comes with college. It is frightening but I like it. I like being independent. Personally I never thought I would hear myself say those words. But I like being able to stand on my own. Recently I applied for a job, gone to many social outings, and even going on dates.

To me, that is some pretty big changes. And my stomach still goes 'blump blump' but I know it will be okay. Life isn't meant to be comfortable.